Tomorrow the new you of tomorrow will be born… as a pr0n star x_x
Well, I guess her uniform isn’t getting in the way anymore, am I right? *wink wink*
*sigh* Who am I kidding?
I’ve been a fan of AKB for a long time, and Rinatin was absolutely one of my favorite members. I have a ton of favorites, I know, but she was special to me because of her angelic voice. I love it when girls have beautiful voices, which isn’t necessarily common in the idol world, sadly. But Rina was all I loved in an idol back then: great voice, cute looks and a sweet personality.
When she graduated I was of course very sad, especially cause she graduated along Tojima Hana who was another BIG favorite of mine, it was a horrible day for me xD
Afterwards, she kind of was a lot less active than the other graduates. I was uber happy when she appeared in AX09 and sang “Ashita wa Ashita no kimi wa Umareru” with her Chocolove partners <3 Also, she was a very sickly girl, she was out of the whole Himawarigumi 2nd Stage because of a back injury and she was also supposed to perform at AX10 but got hospitalized because of an asthma attack and couldn’t attend, she even blogged about how she was sad she had missed the event.
Later she posted in her blog that she would leave the entertainment business.
A little after that, rumors started spreading about her supposed nude photoshoot and her starring in JAV, I thought it was a lie, or a joke… and then… I was a faced with reality, or more like, tons of naked Rina pictures and then “Yamaguchi Rico”, the snaggletooth debate, the covers of her movie (I’m really not into that sort of thing, so it might have been especially traumatizing for me xD)
It’s obviously her, some fans are still in denial, but the fact that AKS filed a lawsuit against Nakanishi for a breech of contract (Her contract with them stated that she couldn’t do anything that put the brand name of AKB48 down even for 3 years after she had left the group) obviously proves that Rico is Rina, otherwise there would’ve been no lawsuit x_x And well, in case you’re interested, the lawsuit didn’t progress because the judge didn’t think anything Rina did would affect AKB48.
And neither do I, honestly. Well, of course, anti-fans will yap and yap about how the AKB girls are such whores that they even go into porn *rolls eyes* but it’s nothing new to hear them bashing AKB for whatever reason so meh…
But what I do worry about isn’t AKB, but Rina herself. It just strikes me as something incredibly odd given the personality she always showcased in the group. She was the most demure, gentle and sweet girl in Team A. She didn’t even do too well in sexy songs because she looked scared all the time in the Seifuku ga Jama wo Suru PV xD
And then… this? I mean, it’s not like I wouldn’t be shocked if anyone from AKB would go into JAV but… Rina of all people is really baffling.
Hell, we were all betting it would be Narita Risa, who became reknown for her big breasts and racy gravure photoshoots and DVDs, and now, lo and behold, after Nakanishi said on her graduation speech that she was going to be a solo singer, it is actually Narita who is going to debut with a unit later this month. Oh, the ironies of life
I have a LOT more to say about this. Actually, I hadn’t even thought about it that much until yesterday, when I was working and listening to my iPod and all of a sudden “Shinkirou” her duet with Kojima Haruna started playing. Then it really hit me. And… man… I don’t even know what to think, but I’m planning a tribute to her nonetheless.
I just really really hope that this is what she wanted to do in life, and she’s happy with it. I don’t want to think that this is one of those sad stories of falling from grace I often watch on E! Entertainment Television xD
So yeah, expect a second post as a homage to Nakanishi Rina, the AKB48 idol I knew and loved.