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Apr 28 2008

Goodbye Mucchi

Published by celestia under Personal, eggs

I haven’t been around much lately, have I? I do have a good excuse though. We’re entering into finals week at my school, so I’ve been very very busy trying to graduate. It’s important that I do so, because if I don’t graduate, I don’t get to go to Japan, and if I don’t get to go to Japan I don’t get to go to concerts in Japan, and if I don’t get to go to concerts in Japan I will be so utterly disappointed that I probably won’t even bother defending myself when my mom comes to kill me for wasting all the money they spent on tuition by coming out without a degree.

I do feel obliged to take note of the fact that Mika Mutou is leaving both Ongaku Gatas and H!P. It’s no secret that Mucchi has not been my favorite h!p member. In fact, it’s fair to say that she’s been my least favorite h!p member. However, the announcement of her departure has made me like her just a bit more. She evidently realized that there is no future for her in the idol industry (and you’re just kidding yourself if you really think otherwise), and so she made the wise decision to exit gracefully. I respect her for that. She was lacking in looks, charm, and vocal ability, but apparently not in brains. I still kind of hate Mucchi the idol, but I wish Mika Mutou the person all the best with wherever her future takes her.

I wonder though, is Ongaku Gatas over? It’s been a while since they released anything, they’ve lost two members, and Arisa Noto is going to be busy with that new Happy Style unit now, so who knows how long she’ll stick around.

To Mika!

~Celestia~

PS. As long as we’re talking about eggs, I added a new poll. Vote for your favorite Egg! I added the girls who seem to be the most visible, but if your favorite isn’t on the list, feel free to add her! Remember that Erina and Miki aren’t eggs anymore, so please don’t add them!

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Apr 03 2008

In order to adapt to increasing competition, one must find a unique niche to occupy

Published by celestia under Personal

I have been having a bit of a dilemma lately, so I was hoping that some of you may give me your opinions. You probably already realize that there are A LOT of h!p blogs out there, and their numbers seem to be increasing exponentially. This is a very good thing, because more blogs means more people who are big enough fans to write, and it also means more attention being drawn to h!p within the English speaking world. So this is all well and good in a general sense, but on a selfish and personal level, I find myself feeling rather limited as to what I can write about. If there are 50 reviews of the Resonant Blue PV, for example, then what’s the point of my adding another one? If 50 people write up thoughtful reactions to the latest h!p scandal, is there anything the 51st person can say that hasn’t already been written?

It brings to question who exactly it is that I’m writing for. If I’m writing for my own enjoyment, then I should just write whatever the hell I want and not worry about what others are writing. I know that I’m self indulgent on occasion, but I think that I am much more writing for you, the readers, and so I feel obligated to do my best to offer something that is unique and worth your time. I try to think about what kind of entries I would most enjoy reading and then write those. I certainly enjoy writing entries like that, but it does leave me with considerably less material to work with. Another concern with the way I’m doing things now is that anyone who comes across my blog who is not from our community will wonder what kind of crappy h!p blog doesn’t even review the new PV or bother to mention an important scandal.

Another problem is the issue of my other (Johnny’s) blog. I try to update both blogs fairly evenly because I don’t want people to get the idea that I’ve abandoned my h!p fandom in favor of Johnny’s (SO not true), but since there are far less Johnny’s blogs in this community, I have far more original material to work with and comment on there. Now, I know of many arashi and *that group I promised shall not be named here* blogs with translation, fanworks, and scans (less actual writing, but plenty of eyecandy), and as an International Wota contributor, I almost feel obligated to ask them if they would like to be included in the site. On the one hand, more Johnny’s recognition within the community, and likely more readers for me! On the other hand, more competition, less virgin territory to cover, and maybe there aren’t enough people interested anyway. Is it more selfish to contact them or to not contact them? I can’t decide.

But back to the issue at hand, this blog. I’ve posted a new poll so you can share your opinions, but I’m basically asking you to choose between two options: Only posting the updates that I feel address topics that haven’t already been covered by many blogs, meaning that updates aren’t quite as frequent, or post updates on the full spectrum of h!p goings on regardless of what the other blogs are doing, likely meaning updates on a daily basis.

Anyway, I hope I’m not offending any of the other h!p blogs or implying that my entries are somehow worth more than yours. That’s really not what I mean at all. The issue is arising more from my personal preference and reasons for blogging than anything.

Ready, set, vote!

~Celestia~

PS. 4th gen won the last poll!

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Mar 29 2008

I’m Back!

Published by celestia under Momusu, Personal

This first paragraph is going to be the same in both of my blogs. Just giving you a heads up.

Hey guys. I have officially returned from my spring break camp-o-rama, and I’m pleased to see that nothing HUGE happened while I was gone. I was so worried all week. If you were wondering what all I was doing, my school has an ‘alternative spring break’ program where instead of partying all night and sleeping all day, a group of 15 or so students spend the week doing ’service learning’. My particular trip focused on nature, so that meant I spent the week doing stuff like camping, surveying streams, removing invasive species, building trails, and planting trees. It was usually too cold to sleep, even with 12 or so layers of clothing on, we routinely got stuck in thigh-high mud, and my arms look like I lost a fight with an angry cat (blackberries are the devil), but I had a truly awesome time. What does this have to do with Jpop, you might ask? Well, 4 of our resident Japanese exchange students participated in the trip, and so I had the chance to get pretty close with them and learn a bit about their opinions on my favorite music. Our sample group is made up of female sophmores in college, all around 20 years old.

So, they weren’t all that interested in Hello Project, but that was to be expected I suppose. What I did find out is that they knew most of the words to a lot of the songs, including Shabondama, though they weren’t familiar with anything in the last year or two. Collectively they could name all of the members through Koharu, but they knew nothing about 8th gen. In general, they seemed to regard h!p as something kind of funny and nostalgic, but rather uncool to be interested in at their age. The situation seemed like  someone in America today declaring themselves a big fan of Ace of Base. Sure I remember the songs and I’ll sing along for fun, but there’s no way I’ll take them or their music seriously anymore.

As the unrelated note of the day, I just realized that MM’s Cinderella will be playing while I’m in Japan, so I’m going to be able to see it. I got shivers just typing that. Not, “oh I wish I could see that…” but, “I am going to see Morning Musume perform Cinderella!” Also, I am likely going to be buying the DVD of their Spring Concert, but I won’t have to wait for it to be delivered because I’m going to buy it in Japan!! How freaking awesome is that?

I’ll be back with a proper post once I catch up to everything I’ve missed this week. It could take a while…

HAGS,

~Celestia~

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Mar 19 2008

OMFG I’M GOING TO JAPAN!!!

Published by celestia under Personal

I don’t know if you remember, but I was considering applying for a job to teach English in Japan. I did end up deciding to apply, and I just found out today that I got it. The reality is just now setting in, but officially, starting at the end of July, I will be spending the entire fricking year in Japan!! Do you know what this means?? Do you have any idea how much stuff I’m going to buy, how many concerts I’m going to attend??? I anticipate that my blogs are going to become much better too, because I will be able to report right from the source. Holy shit I’m excited.

Also, I should mention that I’m going to be away for Spring Break, so in case I don’t post again before then, don’t expect any updates over next week.

!!!!!!!!!!,

~Celestia~

EDIT: I forgot to mention, if anyone is going to be in Japan from august 2008 to july 2009, and you would like to catch any sort of h!p concert with me, please please let me know! I’d love to be able to attend with another english-speaking fan, preferably around my own age (22). I’ll be living in Saitama, so Tokyo venues are pretty convenient. Just let me know, k?

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Feb 03 2008

Give ‘THE☆Peace!’ a chance!

Published by celestia under Personal

I, like many of you, am interested in the topic of JPop in America, but perhaps on a much smaller and more personal level than the debates that fill the h!p blogs now-a-days. I’m not trying to bring the entire h!p troupe to America. I just want some of my friends and family to give Jpop a chance. I want someone who I can talk with about the music I’m interested in, or, failing that, for people not to freak out and get annoyed at me if I try to play it in my own car when I’m driving with them. How to go about this though? My attempts so far have been met with very little success.

My friends know that I like Japanese music. It’s somewhat of a joke among them though. I’ve tried various strategies, from intentionally asking them to listen to something to “accidentally” happening to have a song playing when they come to visit, to even showing pictures of some idols and asking if they think they’re cute. Any serious attempt to get them to listen to something is met with laughter and fond shakes of the head. “Accidentally” playing things is largely ignored. Usually, my friends will admit that the people in the pictures are attractive, but upon learning that they are Jpop singers they immediately lose interest.

My boyfriend despises Japanese music, though he has heard almost none of it. If I try to play a song when he’s around, he will leave the room. If I so much as sing a line from a Japanese song he’ll get angry and say something like, “You know I hate that Japanese crap!” He’s definitely a lost cause as far as making a fan of him, so my goal really is to get him to tolerate at least the most normal-sounding songs in my collection. Since he’s the person I’m with the most, it really bothers me that I can’t listen to the music I like when I’m around him. His main complaints are that ‘it all sounds the same’ and ‘the singing is whiney’. It’s sooo frustrating, because of course we know that it does NOT all sound the same, but it’s hard to get a feel for that when all you’ve heard is a few seconds of a couple of songs that you’ve already made up your mind to hate, right?

My family isn’t much better. My Mom often asks, “are you still listening to that Chinese anime music?” Yes mom, if you mean real, non-animated people singing in Japanese, then yes. Sigh.

Why is it so hard to get people to even give JPop a serious chance? I’ve tried a wide variety of songs on a wide variety of audiences, but no one will take me seriously. All I can think of is to blame the anime. A lot of the Jpop that gets introduced to the US comes via theme songs to animes. Unfortunately, anime holds a major stigma here, with the anime nerds being akin to slime mold on the social hierarchy. I’m not trying to insult people who like anime, and I think It’s a shame they are looked at like that, but please spare the Jpop! It’s really something entirely different. People who are obsessed with anime are looked on as kind of weird in Japan too, but everyone listens to some sort of music, including the cool people. I’m a big believer in trying new things, and to see people blowing off an entire country worth of music due to the negative social connotations of its cartoons kind of infuriates me. I really do believe that if people would give Jpop an honest chance that many of them would find something that they like.

That right there is really the heart of the problem with bringing Jpop to America. It has been labeled ‘uncool’ before it even had a chance here due to the anime that has come before. It’s such a shame, but I’m in the camp that doesn’t believe that h!p or Jpop in general could become popular in America any time soon. It’s not that the actual music would not be appealing to people, or even that the language barrier would stop people from listening (Latin music). Much like your average Japanese person won’t take Morning Musume seriously because they think their fans are weird/gross, the average American won’t take Jpop seriously because they also think its fans are weird/gross. If admitting that you like Morning Musume is going to lump you in with the otaku and you’re not someone who wants to embrace that label, you’re going to be damn sure to steer clear of Morning Musume, right? I’m not an anthropologist or a sociologist, or whatever ologist that this problem would be contemplated by, so I don’t really know how such trends can be turned around or how to change the way one entire culture looks at something. It must be possible. Things do go in and out of style, but what is the driving force behind such change, and how may it be applied to Jpop?

Coming back to my personal dilemma, if I can’t sway the view of an entire culture, do any of you have any tips on how to change the mind of a single person? How can I get my friends/family to give h!p, and Jpop in general, an honest chance? Have any of you had any success in that?

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Feb 03 2008

I can’t believe I’m doing this but…

Published by celestia under Personal

Well, I’ve given in and started a KAT-TUN blog. I don’t want to continue to pollute this, my h!p blog, with Johnnys stuff, but writing about them once has made me want to write more. It’s not going to be a good blog because it’s really just an occasional outlet for my fangirling, so don’t expect to see anything as deep or work-intensive as you might see here. Bikkuri Project is definitely my main focus. Here’s a link in case you’re interested. The first entry is up.

http://celestia-424.livejournal.com/

With God as my witness, I do solemnly swear that there will never be another reference to KAT-TUN in this blog ever again. Thank you for your patience. We’ll be back to our regularly scheduled h!p articles tomorrow. I actually already have one written up, but I don’t want to post twice in a day. Also I’m grumpy because today I locked my keys in my car and had to spend an hour out in the dark freezing my ass off until triple A got there, so you’ll just have to wait. Nya!

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Jan 23 2008

Confession Time

Published by celestia under Personal

There are a lot of embarrassing things about me, so I’ve decided to just put them all out there at once. I know, I know, it’s hard to believe that a college senior who is obsessed with Morning Musume has any dorky/lame tendencies, but sadly, it’s true. Be warned, this entry doesn’t have much to do with Hello Project, but I think I am allowed one personal entry per month or so.

Non-h!p related
-I may have mentioned this before, but I’m in a sorority at my college. Accordingly, I know several dozen cheers, own about 10 sorority sweatshirts (which I wear almost every day when it’s cold), and squeal with excitement whenever I spot my sorority’s symbol or anything in our colors. Man, I feel nauseous just reading that. Any other sorority girls out there who can sympathize with me?

-My second favorite type of music (after J-pop) is broadway musicals. When I’m asked what my favorite song is by people who I don’t know well I have to frantically think to come up with something I can say without them thinking I’m weird

-I’m practically nocturnal, and if given the opportunity I will go to bed around 7 in the morning and wake up around dinner time. I don’t know if you’ve noticed, but I update this blog at all hours of the night.

-I didn’t get my drivers license until I was 17, almost 18. This is because I failed the test the first time by running over the curb of the DMV parking lot when I was coming back from my driving test (automatic disqualification). I waited so long to get it because I was too scared and embarrassed to go back.

-I may have mislead you as to my other JPop interests in an earlier post… I left off kind of a big one, because I wasn’t sure how well it would be received, but as long as I’m doing this post… I have a major fangirly ridiculous crush on Jin from KAT-TUN. I even have all their concert DVDs (and watch them regularly). Ug!! I know it’s so cliche, and as a rule I tend to like the less popular members of a group, but I just can’t help it! Please don’t think less of me, and don’t worry, I have no intention of turning this into a KAT-TUN blog, because I know that it’d just end up being full of stupid gushy praise, and a blog like that isn’t good to anyone but the person who writes it. I’m a bit more objective about my obsession with h!p because I definitely don’t have a crush on any of them.

-I realllly should be doing homework right now, but it’s my last semester of college and i’ve got a bad case of senioritis

And a couple of h!p related confessions

-I don’t like Natsumi Abe, and I have absolutely no good reason for it. I just don’t like her, so I generally don’t write about her at all.

-I recently mentioned to my host family in Japan that I really like Morning Musume in hopes that they will send me Hello Project related gifts. I should feel bad about that, but I really don’t.

Whew. That was cathartic. Please feel free to laugh at my shame.

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Dec 15 2007

So sad

Published by celestia under Personal

Please excuse me for writing a personal post. A little while ago charter buses arrived to take all of my students, who have been living here for a year, to the airport where they will board a flight to Japan, likely never to return. Saying goodbye was…hard. Really hard. Sigh.

Right now I’m being a total girl, studying for my last final teary eyed and with Berryz Koubou’s “Bye Bye Matta ne” on repeat. =,(

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Dec 03 2007

I get a Chance? Serious Dilemma

Published by celestia under Personal

Hi guys. This is really more of a personal entry, but it does relate to h!p in a very important way, so I’m hoping you will consider helping me out with some advice, because you might be the only people who can understand the situation I’m in right now.

Allow me to explain. I’m a senior in college, and I’m going to graduate with a degree in biology this year. I have plans to take a year off of school after graduation, and after that I’ll be going to graduate school (either for research or pharmacy). During the year I take off, I’m going to have to find a job, ideally something that relates to biology like being a lab assistant. Before that though, I’m going to take a trip to Japan (ahh, the h!p connection is gradually becoming clear, they say). I have lots of people I can stay with in Japan including my amazing host family from the last time I was there, my two very best friends one of whom is doing JET and the other is working for another teaching program, and numerous Japanese friends who have been exchange students at my university (I work as an english tutor for the Japanese exchange students). Considering the cheap and abundant lodging, I plan to stay for about a month, right after I graduate, and then find a job back in the states.

However, there is a major problem with this plan. I graduate in May a few days after the end of Morning Musume’s spring concert tour, and the hello project summer concert tour is bound to not start until around mid July. If I follow my current plan, I will have ZERO chance to see Morning Musume in concert while I’m in Japan. I seriously doubt I could find a temporary job that would allow me to take a whole month off of work once I’ve started, and I do intend to go to Japan for at least a month.

This leads me to considering option number two. The organization that one of my best friends is working for will be hiring again around the time that I would be coming to Japan. With my experience in teaching English to Japanese students, and the recommendation of my friend, he thinks it’s almost guaranteed that I could get a job there. I could stay in Japan for the entire year and still succeed in earning some money for grad. school. I would also be able to catch a whole year’s worth of hello project concerts.

Here is my list good and bad points about this plan.

GOOD-
-this is really my only opportunity to do this kind of thing, at least for a long time. Once I’m in graduate school or trying to start a real career or even a family, odds are slim to none that I’ll be able to run away to Japan. By the time I could, the face of hello project will no doubt have changed drastically, or it might even not exist anymore (cries). Realistically, I may never have a chance like this again, and I might regret it if I don’t take it.
-I love Japan. I really do. Also, I love my best friends who will most likely be living far away from me after they return to America. This is a chance to spend lots of time with them before that happens.
-I’d still be making money
-I won’t be living at home, which would feel kind of like a step backwards after graduating college. This would be a great opportunity for me to develop more independence
-My Japanese would certainly improve
-A WHOLE YEAR’S WORTH OF H!P CONCERTS!!!!

BAD-
-Teaching English in Japan isn’t exactly related to my major, and a biological research job would look much better on a grad school application
-I’d be leaving my boyfriend for a whole year
-Living in a foreign country for a whole year is kind of a scary thought, even if it is Japan
-My parents most definitely would not approve
-Of course, if I were staying for a long time I wouldn’t bum off of my friends for all that time, so I’d have to pay for my own food and lodging, and I wouldn’t be able to save as much money for grad. school
-The primary reason I’d be doing it would be to see hello project concerts, and I thin
k it might be crazy to make such a major decision in my life based on hello project. I might be crazy to even consider that.

Basically, not doing it makes more logical sense and sets me up much better for my future career and financial stability, and it’s less risky, but as ‘they’ say “LIFE IS ONE TIME” and this might be my one time chance to fulfill this dream of mine. One last fling with the selfish and impulsive before I settle down and enter the real world of serious responsibilities.

You’ve got the facts…. now, what do you think I should do? Or, if you were me, what would you do? I’m seriously looking for advice here. My friends who are not into JPop really don’t understand how I’m feeling right now, so I’m turning to you, my readers. You can comment anonymously if you don’t have a livejournal, I don’t mind. Thanks so much!blog counter

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Nov 26 2007

YAY!

Published by celestia under Personal

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!! My friends who are doing JET just sent me the best birthday present ever from Japan! I got not one, not two, but three Morning Musume albums, and an awesome Engrish shirt! The front of the shirt reads:

Sky man of talent
who takes
an active
(series of random greek letters in pink sparkly font, no, I’m not making that up)
part wirh the
generation shift
EXCHANGE
Someting expects and begins!!

I’ll do a proper post later today, but I’m just too giddy over all this not to share.

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